Discouraged

I can't find my journal in the mess that I once called home. So, this seems to be my only place to write. Here's all I want at the moment:

1.) To have my house back to normal.

2.) To be able to eat.

3.) For winter to be over.

Is this too much to ask??? 

I know that it's just a difficult morning. I was hoping for better news. But I didn't get it. And so we wait 10 more days :(

I wish I could snap my fingers, and March would be over. But I can't. 

In the grand scheme of things, I know all of this is temporal. A few more weeks, and it will all be a distant memory. 

Easter, my favorite time of year, is just around the bend. This is what I cling to.

Lord, I need grace this morning.